Too hurt to be true.

I'm feeling down. I just wanna talk to no one, but God. I can't trust people lately, they're too cruel.
I just want to be alone, in the place somewhere out. When no ones dares to talk to me, no one would explain something I can't understand, no one could ever come to me, even leave me.

Nothing but alone.

People are just too cruel if you're true.
People are just too cruel if you're fight.
People are just too cruel if you're perfect.
People are just too cruel if you're a lover.

I wont guessing or wondering.
I just feeling down.
I can't understand people. Or I just can't understand myself?

A letter to hate

I can make my own world.

Who are you and who am I?
You are you, and so do I.

People hates,
People loves,

I can tell you the truth,
that peoples hate you.

We are not diffrent at all,
It just me that wasn't tall.

I just can keep myself down,
to remind me I'm on the ground.

You can spread the world who you are,
but you can't tell us who we are.

If words

Expect something good to happen.

New Years

It's a new year.
Memories be memories.
Let's face the other years.
It's a new year.
Let's push ourselves into beyond.
And find out what's going on.
It's a new year.
I learn and I learned.
Everything seems to be yearned.
It's a new year.
It's a whole new chances.
Don't threw it like its ashes.
It's a new year.
Use your time.
Like u never gonna make in time.

Constant battle

I walked along the way
Spending my time alone
And suddenly I remember,
Remember you.

And all the memories
Who faded,
Now back to being snappy
When you're disappear.

And actually I,
I don't like the memories that come as this.
Because, tears would be too easy to fall.

Again, and again
I denied my promise
For this.

A war
Oh, a war
Oh, a war

Between should be remember
Or forgetting.
I love you
I love you

A war
This is a constant battle,
Don't you understand darling?
That I love you.

Shining Night

I walked alone
To got home

I uphold my head
To see what's going up there

I see it shining
Looks like a Cristal clear

The sky is dreaming
I'll take the silver lining

Like theres nothings dry
Like theres always fine

I found its alright tonight
Feelings are too fine tonight 

Look at the stars
Look at the moon

They're gazing
Eyes be mesmerizing 

I have a long night
A night to be longed 

My August routine

I woke up at 10 pm

Sleep at 10 am

Doing nothing

Just watching the same movies

Enjoying my free time

But not that enjoying much

I sleep again while I can

I never leave the bed

I eat what I should eat

Starving every 10 minutes

I’m enjoying my room

Enjoying the music

Playing the same chord guitar

Playing the same favorite song

I have much free time

I’m off duty

Moms mad at me

I came home late

Because I’m watching a gigs with my friend by yesterday

She left me a letter while I’m taking a bath at 1.30 am

“I don’t care anymore” she said

“you’re free now” she said

She ignores me

She act like I doesn’t exist

Oh, what a great day

I have no text

I have no credits

I have no money either

Nor a boyfriend

Oh, such a random thoughts on my head

Him.

That motherf*cker.

what a tool..

the august almost over

its almost over

RELAX...

Hey! it's me again!

It's been along time...
how are you people? hope you all have a good time!

It's nice to start some positively things on the first week of month. Hello June!

So yeah... I'm going to share the happiness. Anything that can make you happy, I don't know but I'm trying, and I think it's going work for me. 

I was being personally relaxed lately, even arguably very relaxed.

Believe it or not, my day is getting better day by day. Maybe 'cause my heart and mind more wide open and feel what is the meaning of happiness itself, or am I just falling in love? haha I don't know.

I love myself, I believe in myself.

Who says I didn't  have the establishment? everything's took a time.

There was a time when you are on the verge of udder and I realized if it is indeed a very stupid thing. But I'm proud to have it done :)

And now! only how to make people around me also happy if I was around them.

I'm sorry if my blogs more like my diary hahaha

I'm always doing something with a relaxed and it makes me happy.

Not everything I respond too deep, more to learn with a relaxed yet very trace and meaningful. 

I understand myself slowly, slowly forgive mistakes and errors. 

Give more space to the heart and peace of mind.

So, now let's share the happiness, give yourself time to think and relaxed. Like you can always hear what you likes in music, then sing it! You can draw if it makes you happy. then show it! 

be proud of yourself :)

so heres my old sketch of Curren caples! 

XOXO! :*

I literally drew this on windows paint hahaha

Sweet world!

She's happy cause she love banana!

Think that I'm fabulous with cigar!

You know me so well............ hahahaha

Just getting Start.

Hari ini mau post salah satu gambar yang belum lama digambar :)
Jadi, sekarang ini aku mau share gimana tahap-tahap gambar yang aku gambar. Gak jago jago amat kaya the real Artist gitu sih, tapi yaaaaaa nilai sendiri deh sama kalian enaknya disebut apaan hehe :D
Sebenernya aku gak kasih nama gambar ini sih, tapi yaaaaaa sebut aja Lil' pretty girl :) Objeknya manusia. 
YA! Anak perempuan yang cantik! Aku suka banget gambar model model tjantik gituuuhhh. walaupun gambarnya gak seberapa bagus dan gak terlalu ahliiiiiiiii, tapi yaaaaa lumayan lah yah ya :p hehehe

Hope you all like it!!!

Nah yang ini tahap awal buat sketsa keseluruhannya tipis aja, soalnya kalo udah langsung tebel itu berbekas kalo di hapus. Usahain pake pensil HB dulu deh untuk pola nya :) Di gambar ini aku cuma pake 2 macem pensil, HB sama 2B aja.

Sorry guys for bad quality image :p hehehe enjoy!

 Abis bikin pola, aku selalu langsug ke objek mata untuk di perjelas.  

Pokoknya kalian bisa langsung liat perkembangannya dengan liat gambar gambar di bawah ini ya ;)

FINISH!

Click the Image for more larger.

Hehehe udah liat salah satu gambar yang aku buat kan? 

it's glad if you leave the comment guys!

Aku bakal banyak post gambar yang aku bikin. Ya, contohnya kayak gini ;)
semoga kalian suka dan bermanfaat yah hehehe

PERTAMA SETELAH SEBELUMNYA

Hallo semuanya :)

Ini post pertama aku setelah sebelumnya aku pernah posting sesuatu yang gak penting dan aku hapus.
makanya aku buat judul post ini PERTAMA SETELAH SEBELUMNYA.
oh iya, aku masih belajar ngatur tampilan blog supaya bagus nih, aku punya preferensi buat kalian yang mau ganti atau tambah template blog kalian. 
Ini link nya http://btemplates.com disana kalian bisa cari tampilan blog yang kalian suka. Masih bisa di costum lagi kok.

Oh iya, kan sebelumnya aku pernah posting yang gak penting, mungkin sekarang bakal lebih bermanfaat. Mungkin...

 kalo mau liat liat foto aku atau gambar apapun yang sering banget update tiap hari tuh di Instagram. Aku itu suka banget musik! Suka banget nyayi upload upload gitu di SoundCloud, amateur as always!

oh iyaaaa.... jangan lupa di follow @nadyasyahraa on twitter yah ;)
see you on the next post :*