RELAX...

Hey! it's me again!

It's been along time...
how are you people? hope you all have a good time!

It's nice to start some positively things on the first week of month. Hello June!

So yeah... I'm going to share the happiness. Anything that can make you happy, I don't know but I'm trying, and I think it's going work for me. 

I was being personally relaxed lately, even arguably very relaxed.

Believe it or not, my day is getting better day by day. Maybe 'cause my heart and mind more wide open and feel what is the meaning of happiness itself, or am I just falling in love? haha I don't know.

I love myself, I believe in myself.

Who says I didn't  have the establishment? everything's took a time.

There was a time when you are on the verge of udder and I realized if it is indeed a very stupid thing. But I'm proud to have it done :)

And now! only how to make people around me also happy if I was around them.

I'm sorry if my blogs more like my diary hahaha

I'm always doing something with a relaxed and it makes me happy.

Not everything I respond too deep, more to learn with a relaxed yet very trace and meaningful. 

I understand myself slowly, slowly forgive mistakes and errors. 

Give more space to the heart and peace of mind.

So, now let's share the happiness, give yourself time to think and relaxed. Like you can always hear what you likes in music, then sing it! You can draw if it makes you happy. then show it! 

be proud of yourself :)

so heres my old sketch of Curren caples! 

XOXO! :*

I literally drew this on windows paint hahaha

Sweet world!

She's happy cause she love banana!

Think that I'm fabulous with cigar!

You know me so well............ hahahaha

The "don't know" person

Somehow I just feel torn apart. What they're searching for in this cruel world?
I mean, that fancy things? a luxury life? for being famous?
I didn't see anything. I can't get enough for any explanation.
what do you know about this world?
Because I know nothing.
And I'm going to ask you...
What are you searching for in this life?
What you going to do?
What can you give?
What you can do?
What can you teach and share with?
Do your step is certain?
Who do you love?
I'm so sorry for being so serious.
I don't know why there's is so many question, but I think yeah... this is the question of life.
I do understand somehow, but more don't. I don't know what I'm going to do, I don't even understand what I can't understand. I don't get my mind. I can't reach anything... probably.
hahaha I feel so numb and dumb. I think I lost myself.
I don't even know what love is, because too many tears have had to fall and I'm so tired of it all. I don't wanna talk that much about love. Because yeah... I know nothing. So much people come and leave, and I'm not surprised. I'm more surprise when they stay.
I feel the chaos. More regard but not speak.
Whether this turmoil? but I don't think I'm going try to deny, I better learn to accept that all.
hahaha this is just a part of my life.
I do not know, if I'm really distressed? or I am who already making it the distressed? it's so funny.
I can't wait when I realized about Life or Love is...
Time will tell me about anything.
Maybe I am who is trying to find out what the real meaning of life. And looking toward life that has not been fixed. I realized that I'm just 19th, OMG.
Oh yeah, but age doesn't matter. They're just a row of numerical values. But, oh yeah I'm still highly young, maybe God will give me a chance and show me something, feel, and gives me a sense of life. Who's role within it? Surely have been written in the line of my destiny. Including my soul mate.
ooohhhh, C'mon!Time for REVOLUTIONS.
Be brave! Be happy! Leave the past! This is the Cheerful day! Yeayyyy time to meet a new people!

Monochrome

It just turning black and white.

All I saw into a limited space viewpoint.

I wish I could be that one.

Cheerful, jovial, and bright.

I don't know whats happening over here.

You know whats the meaning all of this things?

Revolutions?

Indications?

I became monochrome.

Monotonous from left to right.

It's all black and white inside.

bloody hell! it's not feels right.

THE BEATLES

Why brains?

Im just going to write something. I didnt know right. Maybe this is just another way to make my bombs, I mean my dirty mind or just my burning head explode.
But well, it probably works. And now! Im gonna start to write it down...

This begins with an object that I want to achieve, which I like, even that I hate.
I always love to think about something great, making a good scenario between I and my outreach on my fuckin brains. Sometimes I just loose control and just forget about the real life and reality. It could be say that i was fell in love with my own fantasy and everything on it.
I dont know, I just cant stop and handle it. I almost doin this all the time and i dont even know too if its bring me to a good or a bad effects.

Sometimes I think I probably should go to psychiatrist. Time is killin me. I keep growin up. And I just cant...
Sometimes I even confused the way of what should I choose. Theres so many people who gave me an advice, but more are not able to guide. Im so sick...

Just getting Start.

Hari ini mau post salah satu gambar yang belum lama digambar :)
Jadi, sekarang ini aku mau share gimana tahap-tahap gambar yang aku gambar. Gak jago jago amat kaya the real Artist gitu sih, tapi yaaaaaa nilai sendiri deh sama kalian enaknya disebut apaan hehe :D
Sebenernya aku gak kasih nama gambar ini sih, tapi yaaaaaa sebut aja Lil' pretty girl :) Objeknya manusia. 
YA! Anak perempuan yang cantik! Aku suka banget gambar model model tjantik gituuuhhh. walaupun gambarnya gak seberapa bagus dan gak terlalu ahliiiiiiiii, tapi yaaaaa lumayan lah yah ya :p hehehe

Hope you all like it!!!

Nah yang ini tahap awal buat sketsa keseluruhannya tipis aja, soalnya kalo udah langsung tebel itu berbekas kalo di hapus. Usahain pake pensil HB dulu deh untuk pola nya :) Di gambar ini aku cuma pake 2 macem pensil, HB sama 2B aja.

Sorry guys for bad quality image :p hehehe enjoy!

 Abis bikin pola, aku selalu langsug ke objek mata untuk di perjelas.  

Pokoknya kalian bisa langsung liat perkembangannya dengan liat gambar gambar di bawah ini ya ;)

FINISH!

Click the Image for more larger.

Hehehe udah liat salah satu gambar yang aku buat kan? 

it's glad if you leave the comment guys!

Aku bakal banyak post gambar yang aku bikin. Ya, contohnya kayak gini ;)
semoga kalian suka dan bermanfaat yah hehehe